shows

4/1/2005
Breather Resist, Hot Cross, Achilles, Coliseum, Lords, Transistor Transistor and The Holy Shroud
Hazelwood Lodge in Elison Park
Fri
5:00 P.M.
Rochester, NY

4/1/2005
The New York Rock Opera Presents Alice Cooper's Welcome To My Nightmare
Penny Arcade
Fri

Rochester, NY

4/3/2005
Acceptance, As Tall As Lions, Copeland and Lovedrug
The Furnace
Sun

Syracuse, NY

4/13/2005
As I Lay Dying.. Throwdown, All That Remains and Winter Solstice
Penny Arcade
Wed

Rochester, NY

4/14/2005
Madball
Penny Arcade
Thu

Rochester, NY

4/21/2005
Agony Scene, 3IOB, Trivium, Still Remains
Penny Arcade
Thu

Rochester, NY

7/21/2005
Ozzfest Tour featuring A Dozen Furies, Arch Enemy, As I Lay Dying, Black Sabbath, Bury Your Dead, In Flames, Iron Maiden, It Dies Today, Killswitch Engage, Mastodon, Ozzy Osbourn, Rob Zombie, Shadows Fall, Soilwork, The Black Dahlia Murder, The Haunted, Trivium and Zakk Wylde Black Label Society
Darien Lake
Thu.

Darien, NY

come on!
look into the face of suicide
the sexiest face alive
I'm right here in this wall of potographs
a thousand artists
strove there hardest
to frame my classic smile

the world worshiped me
as my dress began to slip
the world longed for me
from lips to hips
the world begged for me
as my smile began to slip

but they never saw it
there was no black lipstick
no dark eyeshadow
none of those classics
to let you know
I was asking
what was left for me to long for?
when the world was mine?

the sexiest smile ever
the face of suicide
that the world loved so well
but I didint love it any more...
I was long gone.
only the sexy smile remained
it was a long time ago
that I said,
"goodbye Norma Jean"

I feel like alot of stuffs been happening, and I've let alot of stuff pass me that sould have happend.
but I don't think much of it's worth writing about, so anyway here's another poem.
it's a bunch of splimterd thought revloving around one thing. I hope you don't understand it.


when the traveler returns
I remember when she left
as yesterday
this empy year
reeks of
second hand music
second hand frindship
second hand conviction
second hand love

sitting five peiws behind me
whith a turn of my head
you have broken my silence
not the silence between us
that remains even now unchanged
you have broken my sece-fire
my agrement not to think
of my silent half loves
so menny
and so far from being hole
of my unwriten poems
of my unscreamed somgs
of my unpainted masterpaice
of the batles I have not fought

we are seperate
and I am seperat form the seperated
but I wach you,
you beatiful thing
running, breathing
smiling, singing
sitting, swinging
praying, healing
I've seen you cry
pure real tears
they showed me what you are
they made me love you
you remind me
of everything I wish I was.